Escaping

   People are annoying. You trust them with all your heart and they betray you. I don't talk to people often but the friends I do have have been betrayed so often they are breaking inside and the only people they can talk to are their best friends and me. Every time they talk to me I hurt and wonder how can they trust people over and over again? I want to go away from everybody, have a break from their pain but if I do I'll feel even lonelier then I do. Someone find me. Accept me for who I am.

I'm Tired

   I tend to make friends with people who need help. No one understands them except for them. And me. But maybe I'm like them. If I try to ease their pains then it ease's mine but when they give up I feel like the one falling into a deep, dark pit because I have failed to support them. I'm tired of people giving up... I'm tired of it..

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Founding Wisdom

   Many things have happen. Things that I should posted but never did. My family has had many problems but they have gone on for so long that I feel nothing, even when my mother got in a car accident I felt a little surprised but that was all, I didn't even know how to respond to my aunt so I just left for school. If you ever feel like this know that it is only on the surface because no matter how small you still have a panic attack. Through out that day I had done the five stages of grief and never even realized it till much later so I offer that little bit of wisdom till the next time I post.